Friday, October 31, 2008

They paved paradise to put up a parking lot.


















One kills Iraqi people for fun, the other eradicates the Jews. Great leaders of their time.


Library outing was fun. So much for "I'll supervise you while you're doing your work!". So nonsensical, hahaha! Spent the better part of like 3 hours talking crap and listening to her speak at like the speed of light, not to mention those hilariouuuuuuuus youtube videos. She's so sick. Loved the revolutionary technique of peeling a banana though, i might try it one day.


I want a MacBook pls.

If you know what's for your own good, don't study with her, period. She look at me. I look at her. We burst out laughing. I sigh. She tells me not to. I stare at her. And she does that stupid thing with her fringe. And it's back to searching through her blog archives for "fun facts". Honking fail.

Damn funny, seriously seriously. Anyone who's bored with their pathetic life and wants to add a tinge of spice to it, go to her blog. You'll have to find out who "her" is, she might turn me to stone with her head of sinister snakes if i tell on her. Little hint : Blog Archives, June-November of 2006!

Ah, life is great. I'm making so many friends, making greater friends out of the friends i already have. I swear to god(sorry) that this is the happiest times of my life, not kidding or trying to sound corny. Even my teachers are becoming my friends, i feel so close to everyone, i'm becoming a girl. God save us all.. Thanks Mrs.See btw, for putting aside your duties as a Mother to your children and blah blah blah to teach us late into the night. My cumulative graph confirm full marks, don't worry!

Hey, you wanna get married and run away? I don't mind actually, it'll be simple but deep and really romantic. No fancy gizmos and nosy-parkers.

We keep insulting people, i don't know why! You guys don't know us at all, we laugh at old people when they fall. But what would you expect with a conscience so small? We like having fun at other people's expenses, cutting people down is just a minor offence and it's none of your concern, i guess we'll never learn. I'm sick of being told to wait my turn.

Heaven must be missing an angel, because i have one with me this very moment, aww..

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Her presence is appreciated.
























































These are drawings by Julian Beever, my favourite artist of all time. He uses only chalk and usually works on surfaces such as bricked floors. All of his drawings were done on flat surfaces. Like the parade square! Visual trickery. He's awesome.


My art paper 2 on the other hand isn't looking as good, i'm so screwed. It's due tomorrow and i've got a shitload more to complete. Guess i'm not gonna have any sleep tonight. I messaged Christine the whole of last night, not forgetting the wee hours of morning too. She is so weird/funny/thick-skinned/nonsensical. But she's still my Medusa, muahaha! Can't wait to go out and study with her, it'll be absolutely awesome!

If you don't want me to be a hassle, just tell me straight okay. I'd hate to be an intruder in your life, it's not like me to be that way. Tsk.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Dylan. Christine.

The past few days have been absolutely awesome. Almost everything's back to normal, no more troubles, except for my O level Art Paper 2, which i swear is sapping the life out of me. I'm sorry i didn't go out with you guys, especially you. I wanted to go out so badly but i couldn't, art was too important, sorry.

Messaged Christine for like the entire day/midnight/morning/afternoon/night. I have to admit, she's wonderful, absolutely wonderful. It's like an intimate relationship with one of your best friends/sister/mother. She's everything to me, she helps, she inspires, she cares. I can't thank you in words sis, really can't. I've known her since sec1, and nothing can take away the experiences we've shared throughout the years, not since we sat at the back of class and chatted during chinese lessons when we just enrolled in secondary school to the point in time when we took our prom pictures together. I've even agreed to name my future daughter : Christine, after her future godmother. You'll make a great Mum, hahaha! I've told you things i've never shared with anyone else, so you better guards those secrets with your life i tell you!

Okay off to do my art, 4 pieces to go, and only 2 more days. Thanks sis!

Oh yar almost forgot! Aheeeem.. IN YOUR FACE CHELSEA FANS, LIVERPOOL OWNED YOUR SORRY UNCLEAN ASSES! There, all done.. (:

Friday, October 24, 2008

Our lives are inexorably intertwined.

Think about the dreams in our head, the things we had, the good times before they went bad, think about the plans we had. Just take this time and think about the look in my eyes looking at you. Let me hold you tightly.

I must have said the right things, because you instantly felt warm. I swore i saw you smiling, i swore i saw you laughing and the times we've spent together is gonna' last us quite awhile. I'll take these memories to my grave.

The monsters of the mind are far worse than those that actually exist. Fear, doubt and hate have hamstrung more people than beasts ever have. And love.

I opened my mouth anyway. screw maths.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I have no solution to the sound of this pollution in me.

















Time to get dirty in class! Painted the damn class, because we "vandalized" it. Oh c'mon it was whiteboard markers for God's sake. Had alot of fun though. Tried to catch a glimpse of you, failed miserably..


Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, i wanna' walk you home just one more time. Put my arms around your shoulders, be your chivalrous knight, be everything you ever wanted from me. Twirl your silky smooth ebony hair between my fingers while we're on the bus and smell the sweetest of aromas. You have stolen my heart, i'm afraid i'll never be the same again.

She's such a teaser, she's such a star. Give me an evening, or give me a night. I'll show you the time, the time of your life. I'll walk you home, safe from the dark. I'll give you my promise, i'll give you my heart. Everytime that we meet, i skip a heartbeat. Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.

I do love, she does a heartbreak. I did love, till she broke my heart.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

She hates me, i love her.

I'm not haolian-ing but English was a breeze. Today i wrote without doubt(okay maybe some) the best composition i've ever written in my entire life. It was 3 pieces of foolscap long, meaning 6 pages of my ugly handwriting. I couldn't think of anything to write at first, the topic was "Greed" btw. Then suddenly a thought came to mind : piratessssssssss! They're greedy aren't they? Gold and rum and hot women with big bossoms! I expect nothing less than an A1 or i would have seriously let myself and my teachers down. Hall was so bloody cold, i'm pretty sure i'll have only 7-9 toes after O's are done with.

Hmm, i don't know what to do leh. My life is one big mess since she smashed through my window of reality and turned my cupboards into drawers, and vice versa. I'm sorry i'm such a jerk, i'm unpredictable, and jealous, and weird, and a bastard. You said you were alright with it anyway, i took that as a sign. I'm not so charming until you can't pull out of this screwed relationship.

I'm screwed. Dota time.

You'll get over it, you're strong kiddo. Maybe you already have..

Monday, October 20, 2008

I've got all the inspiration i need.

First of all, i wanna' let out some steam.

You're nothing but the yellow-bellied offspring of a canker-ridden bunter. You're a bastard, you are, an unlicked cub; a dung-splattered, tallow-faced rock-gnasher; a puking villain and a noxious toad; the runty, mewling spawn of a greasy sow(that's female pig for you moron). I wouldn't give you my last crust if you were starving, or a drop of water if you were burning, or a beggar's grave if you were dead. You have pus for marrow and fungus for brains, and you're a scug-backed cheek-biter!

Ahhh, all done. I feel so much better now.

Chemistry i have to admit, was absolutely awesomeeeee. To the extent that the specific topics i studied DID NOT, i repeat DID NOT come out. Bernard was going like "Can throw away chem stuff liao, paper so bloody easy!". Stupid acids, alkalis and H2SO4 and whatever shit. Better buck up for Physics or my combined marks are as good as a thousand dollar note floating in your toilet bowl after your morning business. I don't feel anxious though, just a pang of regret that i did not listen to KAOPEH GIRL : Grace Low, more often in class.

Initiative, initiativee, initiativeee. Sadly i'm not gonna' change for you or anyone else for that matter. I want someone who likes me for who i am, and not who i can be. You're better off with someone else anyway.

God, i need some sleep, though it might not be well-deserved. And special thanks to JOYCELYN CHOO, she keeps nagging and i'm loving it! You're my inspiration sis, you're awesomeeeeeeeee!

zzz..

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Everything's gone, life goes on kid.

Joyna, messing with my iPhone!

Gone, like Frank Sinatra. Gone, like Elvis and his Mum. Like El Pacino's cash nothing lasts in this life. My childhood sweets are gone. Live like there's no tomorrow, everyday we borrow brings us one step to the edge. We're so confident, in our accomplishments, look at our decadence. Life is a day that doesn't last for long. Life is more than money, time was never money. Life is still more than girls, life is more than rock and roll and thrills. All the riches of the Kings end up in wills. We got information in this information age. Oh
well, she said he said live like there's no tomorrow kid. Maybe i've been the problem, the one to blame. Believe in Lady Luck and her reputation.

Oooooooo's are so close, it's actually freakin' me out (and believe me i don't freak out easily). .
  • Maths, check.
  • English, check.
  • Art, check.
  • Physics, check.
  • Chemistry, god help me..
  • Combined Humanities, god save me..
I miss heeeeeeeeeeeer! She makes me oh so nuuuumb! I want your symphony singing all that's about me.

VIRGIN POST!

Never thought this day would come. The day I, Christian Lee, would actually post on my OWN blog. The world is screwed i tell you. I got the inspiration from someone whose name i cannot disclose due to personal reasons. I'll stop here though, my Mum's nagging : "Stop using and go sleep leh.." Like El Pacino's cash, nothing lasts long in this world. I know you're reading this right now Rachel my friend, smile that wonderful smile always kay? Let ABSOLUTELY NOTHING sadden you! (: